Post by @disorderlyf@todon.eu

2026-03-25 17:29 UTC

@mallory_sinn@hachyderm.io See, my egg cracked long before I got HRT. If we're going by egg cracking, I've known I was trans for a decade longer. I don't think people realise just how much of us knew when we were children but had to bury that shit deep and suffer in ways that scar us for the rest of our lives until the second the clock strikes midnight on our 18th birthday. I figured out I was trans in 2009. I got on HRT in 2017. I'm not even sure if I had accepting parents at the time if I could've started in 2009. I sure as fuck couldn't now.

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@disorderlyf@todon.eu 2026-03-25 17:35

@mallory_sinn@hachyderm.io I picked 2016-2019 because that's when all three was true. I'd been out "full time" for six months at that point. I also feel it's worth pointing out nearly every person I know who "hatched" recently has later told me they started to remember even earlier signs they were trans. Who woulda thunk that the human brain famous for blocking access to traumatic memories would block out the number of times their parents said shit like "I'ma beat your ass if you keep doing this queer shit" about expressing potentially being trans.

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@mallory_sinn@hachyderm.io 2026-03-25 21:05

@disorderlyf@todon.eu I imagine those must have been some really fucking rough years to know it and not be able to transition 😢 And I feel you on that. If I had figured it out as a teenager, I don’t think it would have even been an option to transition in the early and mid 00s where I was.

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