been taking a break as we slowly regain energy, heal malnutrition, on the new medication we're worried about friends, connections. We don't want to wait another minute to do things, to help, to heal everything we can. we need too though. we can't rush this. can only, check in with those we can as we're able. hopefully won't be more than a few more days, at most. overall this is good, hopeful, and very positive but feeling melancholy as we're better able to now process all thats happened