As much as I dislike being a security guard, I do have to say that it is nice being able to check out completely once I clock out. Unlike the #corporatelife, once I can clock out I can actually not think about work. That's one of the niceties of a more basic job. I don't miss the 2am calls that this system or that system is down. I am also paid for all time worked. Not this salaried bullshit.
House Panther

I am a former systems administrator, an avid motorcyclist, traveler, computer home labber, and general adventurist. I am a strong ally of the LGBTQ+ community. Also, last but not least, I am anti-establishment. Change is overdue. We need universal housing, food, clothing, and healthcare. Our basic needs need to be taken care of by a just society.
#NoAI #AntiAI #NoCloud #AntiCloud #AntiCapitalist #AntiCapitalism
One thing I learned about myself through therapy is that I am actually an attractive and desirable guy. I don't need to go back to my ex simply because I believe nobody else will want to be with me. To be fair, my ex did not make me feel this way. This was solely my own insecurity.
I have not been so active on here because life is getting in the way. I hope to become more active in the coming days. Hope everyone is doing well.
If you're desperate and looking for work, whatever you do don't work as a security guard. There are plenty of better jobs out there. Trust me as I speak from experience.
I have a life update: My ex begged me to take her back. I don't know quite how I feel because I was hurt so badly. She just upped and left last month and now she wants to reconcile!? I think I am going to have to process this some. My inclination is to say, "No thanks." She even offered to do couples therapy but I have a feeling it's just manipulation. I have a lot to ponder.
I have 2 immediate needs right now, one of which is a new bed and the other a car. I need a better bed first because the one I have hurts my back and is too low. I also need a new mattress as well.
I think I am going to peruse the facebook marketplace for a used bedroom set. I need a dresser and night tables anyways. I figure a comfortable night's rest is more important than a car right now. I can (grudingly) continue to use public transportation. I hope I can find something half-way decent.
I haven't had much to say as of late. I think this is because I am just overwhelmed from the inundation of news and information. I don't really know what to think anymore and often feel like I am living in survival mode. I've lost the belief that I will ever thrive again. Life in the United States is such that I will, for the rest of my life, will just barely have my head above water.
This is not good!
I am very much against the #deathpenalty. While I loathe Christa Pike for what she's done and who she is, the state, i.e. Tennessee, has no business committing murder. The whole biblical tooth for a tooth and an eye for an eye justification is bullshit. The bible also says that "And God said, vengeance shall be mine." It's time for religion to die. Thankfully, I am an #atheist.
Please help the Electronic Frontier Foundation (EFF) stop the age verification movement. Nothing good will come from it and freedom will be undermined.
https://act.eff.org/action/tell-congress-oppose-the-guard-act
I’m now seriously thinking of starting a non-profit dedicated to helping communities build their own networks to interconnect with the internet. The internet is meant to be free for all. And free from government surveillance.
@Vivaldi@social.vivaldi.net Please keep up the good work! I love the browser you guys put out. It is, hands down, the very best.
Public transportation in Delaware is an absolute quagmire. I depend on it and there’s no accountability for drivers that show up 10 minutes or more early or very late. They get a slap on the wrist and a , “Don’t do that again! Bad!” Meanwhile the consequences for me are real. I face punishment for being late. To avoid being late, I must take Uber or Lyft. Being poor is not easy.
Feeling a Sense of Defeat
https://goblackcat.com/feeling-a-sense-of-defeat/
Not Much To Say
https://goblackcat.com/not-much-to-say/
I’m hoping someone out there can help me or direct me to a resource about setting up WireGuard on OPNsense. I’m behind CGNAT and want to remotely access my home network so I have a cloud VPS. I am able to get a handshake between the the endpoints but cannot do anymore than that. Halp!

